Sorry ar, I my last post is about one month and more before.

Now is very "fan" la, mid-year exam is coming and my English and Literature is still very bad. Worse is my Merit Award thing now have problem. And what the hell happened to my counter again!!!!

Btw, I'm back on Dota business

яay ωoИg†™(3.06pm)

She's gone

My grandma had passed away while me and you was slepping, around 1.00 a.m. 10 Februady, day after my birthday. I just wish I can call her for the last time, and see her for the last time when she was alive. But this wont come true.

I was brought up by my grandma and she is one of the most important people in my life. She was still taking care of me even I'm 13, until I went to Singapore. I still can remember that I last called her when I was about to leave Malaysia. But the next time I heard her voice is that she was lying down in the hospital, and her groaning. I want quickly end this,this will make my tears come down.

I wish that I can eat meals cooked by her again and touch her face again.... Rest in peace, my grandma...

яay ωoИg†™

7.54 p.m.

Tragedy

Today my birthday also need to hear something bad...

I was sleeping when my father called me around 6.00pm today. He told me that my grandma's cancer is getting worse and she might just be done in anytime. I was totally, totally, er....dunnno how to say. Forget about it. Just very sad lo, I at Singapore here and then my grndma's illness is getting worse.

Wish I can see he for the last time...


яay ωoИg†™

11.27 p.m.

Got to cope with it!

Now go to Singapore liao is totally different from Malaysia. The BGSS every morning also need to go for assembly, every day sing their national anthem and their pledge.

Then the people they is very freindly de lor, they are very sociable. That's all la, my guardian is eyeing on me for usin com.

яay ωoИg†™

9.03p.m.

Just about to start

Tomorrow then start school liao lo, so nervous. Dunno the ppl there will think how am I... Just nervous lo, and scare dunno how to cope with them.

And I got a new phone and a laptop, phone model is, samsung preston, wite colour de and it's touch screen. Then the laptop is Toshiba de, bought with S$899. 899 x 2.4 = 2157.6 also quite ok de lo, 15.5 inch and 2mb RAM.

K la, nth to say liao, wish me good luck at BGSS

--end--

яay ωoИg†™

10.32 pm

Ready for a new challenge

Ready for a new challenge

When you have ended a journey, it means that a new journey had just began. Studying in singapore is my dream since I was 11 years old, and I believe I can make it. One years later, I achieved it, and I'm ready for it.

Actually I'm quite nervous de lo, go there no time to play com, at here I even use com to 2 a.m., scare I at there can't even play com T^T

Now watching Avatar on PPS and I want to faster end it before my father came back.

яay ωoИg†™(1.40 a.m.)

Ready! Set! Go!

Now comfirmed study at Singapore liao, then tomorrow(Tuesday) stop going school. (Yeah! No need go that louzy school)

On Thursday leh Then I go S'pore by bus and start a whole new life. I will be studying in a school called Bedok Green(育青), the name feels odd. Then going to S'pore also dunno is a good thing or bad thing. Go there will have a lot of pressure but going to S'pore to study is my wish,. Now dunno want go or dun wan go, but no choice, must go. XP

After I go S'pore I won't having a lot of time to use com, only on Saturday or Sunday, but also not playing games. T^T. Then er...feel very nervous lo, going to a school with all ppl's nationality is different from you one sure make you not very comfortable for you.

Just wiash that I will not been kicked back from S'pore.Kambateh!

(If fail any subject in the fianl year exam, need to stop study at Singapore de leh, so much pressure studying in Singapore)

яay ωoИg†™

Go Singapore

Go Singapore

Need go singapore liao, but go there interview only. lolz. Have a feeling of dun wan go there but everytime i sense something, it sure be the negative of it. Like the Catholic High interview, think me sure pass one, but until the end is can not go.

The school is call what what what Bedok Green. That school sucks, no frenz and nobody I know de at there. But my father like me go there, dunno why. If i do the interview badly, my parents will sure be very dissapointed. But if I passed the interview, more worse, I dun like the school and no hostel to live in. If I can reverse the time, I wish that I can go to Catholic High...

яay ωoИg†™

My Computer...

Since go to Confucian liao this 4 days also didn't touch com before. No blogging, facebooking and online gaming.

This means that I will not have much time on using computer which also mean that my blog will not be updated so often. I think I can only use computer on Thursday, Saturday and Sunday.

Miss Davidson... Hate facing bitches in Confucian... Love playing in fornt of computer...

яay ωoИg†™

开学

转眼间，过了一年零一天，又要开学了。小学生涯虽然短暂，但却令人回忆无穷...

记得当初我进学校时是一个天真的小孩，毕业后是一个懂是非的少年。 记得当初我是犯了什么错而被记过，考试得到好成绩而被老师奖赏。记得当初...

留在过去的人都步是很好，还是不要讲过去了，应该看望未来。愿我门的中学生涯跟小学一样

яay ωoИg†™

Ray's 2009 Top 5 Disaster

1. Failed Singapore Catholic High School's Interview
---That time I totally 崩溃.

2. Quarrel with father.
---He used a wooden stick to beat me

3. Grandmother got cancer
---Now still in treatment. But not at hospital lying at there, now a bit healthy but she had went to a very dangerous situation, 第三期癌症.

4. Didn't got a scholarship to study in Singapore
---If I can go to Singapore with Merit Award, we need to have everything prepared by our selves.

5. If there is AVG's Resident Shield, no online games
---This happened recently. First I was playing Gunz, when I was loading to the game, it "kek" at there. Second, just now, I opened FIFA online, the when it is loading it also "kek" at there and I restared the com 3 times then only realized I turned it on

Ray's 2009 Top 5 好事

1. (secret)

2. Got 5th place in school mathematic competition
---Being the first past few years normal classes's student getting a place in the competition. (There's only 7 prize)

3. Being called up to have an interview through ASEAN at Sunway
---Only a few normal class student in my school did that, maybe I'm the first one... who knows

4. Having first girlfriend
---(Not commenting)

5. ...
Aiyo can't think a number five, sorry...

Happy New Year

2009 now just left a few hours then is a brand new year, and a start of a new biginning.

I dun have much things to say I rarely celebrate... So I wish all my friends will do well in their secondary career and be healthy.

яay ωoИg†™